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• 3Apr 10

  Goodbye to Romance

  Ok, time for a new blog I guess... and this time I'll tell you about my divorce. Don't worry I'll try not to whine as much.

  It all began in the last quarter of '08. I had a surgery and I was unable to move freely, so I wasn't working and I wasn't helping at all at home. Due to this my marriage entered a rough patch as my (ex)wife literally had to do everything at home and she was getting sick of it... but most of all, because I wasn't paying too much attention to her. A MISTAKE

  Anyway, the nagging got a bit worse but nothing worth a divorce IMO. So what was it then??? Well, I'll come out clean and say that about a year ago, I had the chance to score big time with some other girl at work (if you know what I mean)... but the problem here was that as I was still in a delicate state, my (ex)wife had the car, so she used to drive me to work and pick me up whne the work was over. So I didn't really had a chance to execute my magic on that other girl cuz I never left the house alone by that time.

  (Un)lucky me, by that time, she started receiving txt messages from one of her friends from work.. clearly the guy had something in mind, but I don't think she ever did something wrong... she really loved me. So I took the chance and told her she was cheating on me and to g.t.f.o. of the house. She cried and swore she wasn't but I "refused" to believe her... all this to have some room to perform my evil schemes freely. BIG MISTAKE

  After a couple of weeks, I told her to come home and she accepted... except that her parent were on a trip and she told me to wait for their old folks to return. I told her it was ok but one day (the day her parent returned actually), she told me she had to drive her boss to the airport and I totally blew it out of proportions (BIG ****ING MISTAKE )and she was so upset that she told me she wasn't coming back.

  A couple more weeks passed and I almost convince her again to come back home, but my mates at work invited me to a strip club... on a day I was supposed to meet her to go out for a ride. Knowing I wouldn't be able to dump her and go to the strip club with my mates, I almost told them I wasn't going... but then again, fate intervened and she arrived 1 hour late and with allmy characteristic stupidity, I blew it out of proportions again (ANOTHER BIG ****ING MISTAKE ) and she told me she wasn't coming back ever again because of my bad temper.

  Time passed by and I wasn't able to convince her again, so I told her that if she wasn't truly coming back, we should divorce... and she accepted. And so my marriage went to the trashcan. Needless to say the whole time I've been really depressed. I started to slim down like crazy, and most people at work thought I was sick (they didn't know) and even thought it was aids or even cancer.

  Now I feel this house is so ****ing big for me, all alone and stuff... all because of 4 stupid mistakes I could've easily avoided. But alas, what's done is done and even though my regrets still remain, I think I'm ready to get over those... still guilt is a terrible burden, my friends and a one saying goes: You don't know what you have 'til you know it's lost.

  So here goes to my lost love... the love of my life. The woman I chose to be my life partner and I lost out of pure foolishness. There's a Hole in my Souland it'll be really hard to fill, baby

  

  • Posted Apr 3, 2010 9:44 pm GMT
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• 18Mar 10

  Back in Black

  Hello peeps... as you may have noticed, I started to check some of your blogs again. So yeah, Goblin is back... in Green?? Blog title fail!!

  And you're probably (not) wondering: "WTF is this awesome dude up to?? Certainly up to no good as usual" and you'd be dead wrong. I've been actually pretty quiet for 1 big reason, but here's a brief sum up of the year I've been through since my last blog:

  1- Biggest change in my life has been a painful divorce. Yup, that's right... I'm single again, and even though I should be "happy" to be back in the game again, I'm not. But I guess this will be explain a bit further in a future blog.

  2- Fed up with my current job, and looking for a new one... hope to find one soon, but in the meantime I have to hang in there.

  3- No more partying, no more drinking and certainly a lot more smoking... part of this is because of reason #1, but I'm starting to coming back to my old self now, so yesterday I had some cold ones with a couple of friends.

  4- Playing as usual, and now I have 11 platinum trophies... I'll try to get a couple more in the month to come. Probably gonna post another blog with my gaming details.

  5- No PS3 forums posts and no blogs as you probably noticed. I've been posting in the SW forums instead.... ground for some massive flaming, something I really like if you remember. Oddly enough, I've been raising my GS rank (29 now w00t!!) at a steady pace ever since... I barely get modded and haven't been suspended at all, whereas in the PS3 froums I was stuck at the same level (23 IIRC) for like a year or something and suspended every other week

  6- Currently started replaying GoW2, in order to keep the story fresh for my 1st epic GoW3 playthrough, whcih I got on the midnight launch the other day. I'm aching to play it already but I still have to finish GoW2 and I barely beat GoW on tuesday night.

  So yeah *****es

  

  BTW, any of the old folks gone??

  • Posted Mar 18, 2010 10:27 pm GMT
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• 16Feb 09

  I Remember You

  That's right guys, I still remember all of you even though I've abandoned you for quite a while now. The thing here is, I don't have much time now, so I'm kinda in some kind of canandrum or whatever it's spelled, just like my buddy abdel was not long ago. Games or GS??

  Well, I definitely chose games but I thought I'd be able to check your blogs daily, like I used to not long ago. Sadly, my gaming's been leeping me really busy for mainly 2 reason:

  1- I'm trying to get my last R2 trophy "Killing Machine" so I need 10k competitive kills and that's taking a while now. Currently at 3k, so as you can see, I have work for q while here. I'm thinking on doing like 50 kills per day so it's not that time consuming on the short term, but it'd mean I'll have this task for about 4-5 months

  2- I decided to work on GTA's trophies too. This is not much of a problem cuz I don't think I'll go for the platinum here as I'm not interested on spending god knows how many hours on GTA MP, cuz that department's already been taklen by R2. I'm looking for the flying rats and all I'll be left with is a couple more SP trophies and all the MP ones.

  3- SFIV comes tomorrow, but I think I won't be picking it up 'til the next weekend cuz if I get it right away, the other 2 games will be left behind and the gaming schedule looks pretty busy with KZ2 also arounf the corner and RE5 also near now

  So as you guys can see, those 2 points I said were actually 3, so you get an idea on how busy my gaming schedule is

  Anyway, I hope to see you guys on SFIV when the time comes, Tombo, jt, Mai, roger, hazel...all of you, let's make some tournament or something

  BTW, I watched Friday the 13th on V-Day with my wife. Jason is back and it's nice to see this remake was nothing like the last 2 lame ass F13th movies. Pretty old school movie but on the present day... and with old school comes needless bewbs shots. Damn I liked this movie

  

  THAT'S RIGHT!! DIE BEEEEEEE YAAAATCH!!!!!!!!!

  • Posted Feb 16, 2009 8:40 pm GMT
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