• 25Mar 13

  A personal story of mine.

  Hello everyone! Thank you for wasting time and clicking on the Blog i made. 

  Just an extra something or something new to read here on GS.

  Forgive me for my crappy grammar and wrong sentence pattern. This is my point of view about life and how it got ruined one day. 

  To start of, I am BS Computer Science graduate with awards. I have 6 years relationship with my girlfriend(Yes, i am a man). I work as an IT specialist / Network admin in one of the largest Time companies in our country. My salary was over $3000 a month. To good to be true right? I'm kind of confident to say that i'm not a bad looking person and here in our country chicks dig guys like me. 

  My gaming life was fun, i had the luxury of buying any game i want even on release dates. I played over thousands of games since 1995. The first game i played was Bomberman on the FamiCom and the last game i played was Deus Ex HR. Gaming was my hobby ever since. I loved it and it kept my life stagnant. I didn't go to bars for years, got me working for days and i was loyal to my girlfriend. It kept me busy and happy for a while. I didn't realize that i was being poisoned by this simple life. Though there was nothing wrong with that, right?

  One day, i met this friend of mine who started inviting me to parties and stuff like that. I was eager to join her every trip. I was there when she calls me. I started feeling alive again. Having to go out at night and getting on one night stands with women really brought out the devil in me. I missed that "teenager" feeling that's why i felt the urge of doing it over and over again. 

  I had a couple short relationships with other women. I even had an affair with a married woman in our office.

  I didn't realized that everything changed from there. I didn't have time to switch my PC on or my PS3. Being drunk every night. Waking up n someone's house that you can't even remember the name. I told myself that there's nothing wrong with the things that i'm doing. Until my dad told me that got my property shares, my mom got sent me to my grandma's place to reflect and lastly, my girlfriend left me. I know i deserves all of this , i know that this is a part of my life that i need to learn and grow as a person. 

  I admit, i am really frustrated. But this is all my fault. If only i'd appreciate all the things i had before. That having a simple and stagnant life could be much much better than what's left of me right now. But, i have no regrets. I did what i want and i have to live with it.

  This may be my last post here in Gamespot. Thanks for reading!

  • Posted Mar 25, 2013 11:43 pm GMT
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